sweaty palms and cold legs. well, it's what i'll end up when i have like a minimum of 2/3/4/5 hours straight of entertainment from a something called laptop. lol.
As for my holidays which i have just started, like completely free- as in all my institute friends has left, and have nothing of what-so-ever, no purpose to do anything/activities, i have been a couch potato to watch Vampire Diaries and nearly finished Season 1. X) 4 days= 17 episodes. not that bad i guess.
while in the afternoon, i'll go to my relative house and play Red Dot. it's an extremely good card game to play whilst to pass time you know? it triggers the brain to think while beat your own time in calculating the points.
man. to suddenly think of it on what's the purpose in an early morning at 1 something where the sky has a line in the middle and to not have the moon shinning like a torch light like other nights is very weird i would say. but i would categories myself as Blessed to have a time like this. where entertaining myself in this way is good after all, rather than sleeping all the time. and having Vampire Diaries as a main attraction for entertainment this holidays was intended since the second half of the year started. i guess, i'm a good advance planner.
and i just realize that i have a youth camp to attend next Monday. it's like so late man, the Speed of thinking. i mean, i didnt realize that it's the 25th of nov already.
December will be a fast month for me. i can see it fading quickly in front of my eyes though it has not happened yet. 1-2 December still in youth camp. then i'm back. then, i'll go to .... .... for my special Christmas holidays at the 20-26th of December. then 29th- poof! i'll be at Miri for a permanent time of ONE year. So, like now, the purpose of myself to entertain is to become extremely relax and set fresh for next year, my first year in Degree.
the thing i feel weird about is that, i can see my holidays and i guess, life as a student is BEST! it's like everything is provided by our parents and you have a great environment of friends. and then once you finish everything and start to work, then only you'll realize how hard is it to survive in this REAL world!
lol. as if i have already started working to get the real experience. or is my mind to immature to think far ahead? or my Speed of thinking is so slow that i just realized it? lol. how rhetorical!
but anyway, i'm just gonna appreciate all the time i have now, to entertain myself with stuff that i like. watch movies that i have piled up to watch. X)
Conclusion: the purpose was to have fun and relax. Cheers people!